Jamielee Nicole Wiznuk

RIP jamie your family anda lot of other people luv u so much, look after your family hun xxx

Paula Thursday morning

2 Months

Hey Jamers,

Well it's now been 2 months since you left us as of November 2nd and I went and got my memorial tatt for you that day as you know. It's still so hard to accept the fact your gone forever, I still wish everyday it was all just a dream and that your coming home. I'll never accept that your gone I can only accept the fact your safe & happy where you are. Please come visit me again in my dreams, watch over us all and especially Maya. I think she's been seeing you lately because she just runs back and forth between my room and mom's room for no reason and just stares at us. I hope you were having a good laugh at her costume for halloween. I miss you so much everyday. I love you so much, always and forever. xoxo

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) 2 weeks ago

Halloween

Hey Jamers,

Well it's now October 31st. I got Maya her bumble bee costume (Well mom did) and she looks so adorable in it. I also carved a pumpkin to raise awareness about CF and then of course a posh kitty pumpkin. It's so hard not having you here. I look at your room and I wonder when your coming home, I look at ur pictures and cry. I'm crying right now just writing this. I wish you were still here. It's so hard not having you here or hearing your voice, seeing your bright eyes or that smile of yours. It's all the little things I miss the most. You weren't ready to go I know that I just wish I knew what happened and I know I won't know until I meet you in Heaven and you tell me. I wish everyday i could hear your voice again. I need you so bad. I love you so much. xoxo

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) 3 weeks ago

Missing You

Jamers,

I'm having such a rough time tonight and I dunno. I'm missing you like crazy just like I do everyday and now all of a sudden tonight I'm having a complete break down. Something just isn't sitting right with me with you leaving and I promise mom and I will fight for justce and find out what happened. I wish I could rewind and just have you here still. I'd give anything to have you here. I just wanna wake up from this nightmare I'm having. Looking at Maya everyday is a constant reminder of you which is good but it's also bad in some ways because it makes us miss you even more. Please just help us get throught this, we'll never get over it but we need to get through it. I love you and miss you sooo much. XOXO Always.

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) 4 weeks ago

Thanks Giving

Hey Jamers,

Well today is thanksgiving and it's so hard with out you here. Even Maya's upset which isn't like her. Things are so different now and we all hate it. Amanda and Ryan are here and it's great. We all really wish you were here to celebrate it with us.

Love you and miss you sooo much. XOXO Always and forever Jenn

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) October 12, 2009

1 Month

Hey Jamers,

It's been 1 month now since you left and it still hurts everyday. The pain will never go away until the day comes where I can be with you once again. I'm glad your safe now & taking care of the boys for me but it doesn't change how I feel. I wish everyday you were here with us still. I'll never stop missing you or loving you. You know Maya & Skulky are safe so don't worry about them. Miss you tons everyday. Always and forever. xoxo Ur baby sis

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) October 3, 2009

Coming Through

Hey Jamers,

Thanks for coming through to mom and I tonight through Tanya. I know your with her now and I know you've got the boys. I guess you knew I'd know about the bunnies thing which is why you mentioned it. I got it right away. Come through to us again please. Come see me in my dreams sometime too please. Love you & miss you. xoxo

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) September 22, 2009

Missing You

Hey Jamers,

Well today is a emotional day for me. I'm really missing you and the more we talk about you makes me miss you even more. I know your at peace but it doesn't heal the pain I have. I wish this was still just a bad dream but it's one I'll never wake up from and it kills me so much. It's been almost 3 weeks since you left & it still feels like yesterday. I'll never understand why you left but I want you to know I will never stop loving you or missing you. I'll never forget you (Don't know how anyone ever could). Come give me a sign please that your around & your ok. Come through for mom and I tomorrow please.

Love you & miss you like crazy. xoxo Always Your baby sis

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) September 20, 2009

goodnight godbless jamielee xx

Chyrell Frost September 19, 2009

2 Weeks

Hey Jamers,

Well it's been 15 days now since you left and it still hurts so bad. Thanks for coming through to Georgina, I don't know why you chose her but I got your message. I'm taking things day by day and just going to take it like that and see where things go. I found the letter you wrote me after I had Lukas, I wonder why you didn't ever give it to me. Maybe you forgot you even had it? It's nice to know that you felt that way and I loved the letter, thank you. I always thought of us as bestfriends but was never sure if you thought that way too as we weren't very close at times but now I know you always did think of us that way and that is how I will continue to think of us. I love you more than anything and I hope you'll come thru on Monday for mom and I. Take care of all my babies for me (The boys & Muffin,Tyson,Jayda & Pheonix) I'll see you in my dreams hopefully soon. xoxo Ur baby sis & bestfriend Jenn

Mommy Of Angels Lukas And Noah (Sister) September 18, 2009